Archive for October, 2005

29
Oct

Some Other Delayed JobZzz

Why i always do this thing: grumbling, mumbling, annoying the honorable readers?!

Well then, back here again as da great procrastinator (Mrs. Andras’ term)>> me, myself. Yup, want to know my targets this month? Of course accomplishing to read that holly book.-you know what-!!! But till now, i still passed lil’ more from half of that book. And time left are 4 DAYS ONLY!!!! So when i tried to count, one day i have to finish at least three and a half Juz… And it makes me pessimistic.

Ok, da next news is that it’s close to Idul Fitri and i still go to campus… It’s nice, of course, i still can meet (some of)my friends, so i hope it can reduce the feeling of longing them for a long time.

Next, i have to confess dat i burdened by my title *Repre* for i’ve delayed some occasions, jobs, responsibilities dat i had to do, just for one reason: i cannot manage the time well. I can make dat sentence into branches (more detail one): i didn’t make schedule to go to Warnet, and then i seldom find my pocket empty (of rupiahs, of course!), i am the great amnesia-sufferer…

Hence thanks to my only God, Allah SWT that has given me all these things, to make me much more mature… Much more ready to get married! Hahaha…* I think it starts turning from the main topic*.

Hm, when i found my blogs are empty of comments, apparently i was pretty disappointed. Does dat mean no one reads? Hhh, Wallahu’alam, all i know is i just confessing my sins *haha* and expressing what’s in my mind.

Luv,

me-who miss the reader!^.^

14
Oct

Exam week! Huaaa!!!

This area is just for me, the one and only Dai in da world. So it’s OK if i only write about me, myself.

Ok, let’s change topic. I do realize as a medical student, i have to study more than the other ones in different majors (so many materials to read, annoyed by lab work)… But still, i’m making myself get used to these stuffs, and it’s quite difficult. Yup, i got the title for this day’s blog: my grumbling!

Yeah, that apparently i’m still the same old Ayu, who has 8 hours just for da nite sleep, and who still has only one hobby: sleeping!!! oh God, please help me!…

So, another topic is someone out there (d’ya know that term? it means outside my campus) almost stole my attention. Hhh, no more broken heart! I’m afraid of being broken-hearted!!! (Always not important, my blog… Sorry…).

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07
Oct

Another Sad Story…

I don’t why, but suddenly i felt bad about myself… Actually it was not a total ‘don’t know’ because it happened just after i open someone’s profile page in fs.You know, like opening my old wound-the unhealed wound! It was just a waste of time, you know, hoping for SOMEONE out there, that wouldn’t even take a glance at me.

God, what a mean life…(mean=cruel). No, of course Allah didn’t harm me, i who harmed myself…. Ooohh, when will i turn my intentions into useful things, into obvious ones?!

By the way, it’s already the first week of October, and i didn’t try to obey my own plans! Come on, gal, you can make it.

*Be what you wanna be, because impossible is nothing*

02
Oct

Hypercontraction….

Hi again, long time no see! I’ve been exhausted for about 3 weeks. And here is the result: I lost my weight about 2 kilos!!! Not a big deal, but I felt much better about my body! Hahahaha…

Actually this day is for the sadness… About my sadness, for I’ve done so many mistakes and stupidity and ridiculous things… Hiks..

I lost 9 plies of taplak meja ( table cover???) and they are all not mine! I borrowed them from my friends, and my friend’s neighbours!!! What a…!!….




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