Archive for December, 2008

21
Dec

A Great Shock to This Biological Clock

Now I understand what it means to be a doctor, to have only 2 to 3 hours of sleep a day.

Here’s the story. I got my night shift, and then I did it. The next morning, I wasn’t fully awake. I felt so bad. I couldn’t focus on people talking to me. And right after I got home, I literally landed on the couch and fell asleep. It wasn’t short. It was over 10 hours. And the day after, I regretted it, for not doing my things that have to be done, for spending too much time on sleeping (while actually it was hard to wake me up at that time). Then I asked myself, would it be like this, all the time? Getting a night shift and revenge on the next day? Lack of sleep one day and excessive sleeping the next day? How if I got a ‘ding-dong’, one day of night shift, and also the day after tomorrow?

Now the moral of the story is, that we have only one day. If that one day we lack of sleep, just sleep but only on that day. We don’t have ‘tomorrow’ to pay back, to fulfill our need of sleep. Because we always have things to do.

Now say that we sleep 6 hours a day. And if we have a night shift, that means we will be sleeping 1 hour at most, in the night. So during the day, we need to sleep 5 hours. But that’s pretty risky, especially for moslem like me, we can’t just ignore salat. So just add 1 or 2 hours on the day. That makes it 2 to 3 hours of sleep. And that should be enough! Well, that’s what I believe.

Everyone has his/her own biological clock. It says how many hours we need for a sleep. It also says when to sleep, when to wake up, when to eat, etc. We practically sleep and wake up almost at the same time everyday.

Well, that doesn’t count for doctors. We are exceptions. We can adjust. We can sleep for 6 hours a day, but also we can sleep for only 2 hours a day.

That’s what I believe about being a doctor, 2 to 3 hours of sleep a day won’t kill you.

14
Dec

Pascastase Kulit, menuju Anak

It’s been a month since I graduated as a bachelor. That means it’s been a month since I entered the hospital as a co-ass. First round was dermatovenerology. It went just ’so-so’. Nothing was too special. Yet I did learn things.

Well, to make it brief, I make a list on how I think we should do in that dermatovenerology:

  • try to come early, otherwise you’ll be pointed as the chief of co-ass (which equals to slave)
  • always find possibility to see the patients, at least the patients’ clinical features. Even if you must peek or sneak in
  • finish your tasks of completing 7 cases as soon as possible
  • teamwork is needed so badly, thus help your friends to do ANYTHING (because you’ll be needing theirs as well)
  • consult to cosmetic clinic if you have your OWN problem, e.g. acne
  • even the chance to get a night shift is so small, try to remember your schedule, when will you be in the night shift
  • do the follow-up 6.45 in the morning, 6.30 is better when your turn is in the ward
  • try to finish BEM book and UI book. It’s better if you can finish before the 4th week. Use the rest just to recall/ memorize.
  • Sign in the presence book just once for two signatures(morning and afternoon); in the morning or afternoon before going back home.
  • find books in internet (e-book) or Rifki copy center to enhance the knowledge and comprehension on this subject, even if you don’t have to memorize. Just read.
  • Must-have-books in hands: saripati kulit, buku Lepra (from Rifki), BEM, UI, small note book.

That’s all, good luck for everyone. Good luck for me, as well. Looking for getting feedbacks, or share from pediatrics maybe.

11
Dec

Nganggur Semu

Ketika kelar ujian, ingin rasanya bersorak. Entah lulus entah enggak, yang penting rileks dulu bentar. Tapi… Kewajiban dan tugas lain menunggu. Minggu depan menunggu. Butuh persiapan, tentunya.

Semangat!!!

03
Dec

I was about to say….

Today we met a special patient at the dermatovenerology clinic in the hospital. He was 18, young, and quite funky. And he got this sexually transmitted disease. Well, not HIV though. Just Gonorrhea.

And he admitted that it was so painful and disturbing it made him want to stop doing that with his girl and girls (HTS, alias hubungan tanpa sexual status).

I was about to say, “just use condom and you and your sex partner will be safe”, but then I knew I wouldn’t need to. He would stop. He said.

02
Dec

Craving for Idols

Kalau ditanya siapa idolaku, aku akan selalu kesulitan menjawab. Hm… Kemudian muncullah jawaban itu, yang mungkin wajib menjadi jawaban semua muslim: Rasulullah SAW. Tapi sebenarnya jawaban yang kubayangkan harus muncul adalah semacam tokoh dunia atau nasional yang lebih ‘manusia’, semacam Soekarno atau Ibnu Sina atau siapa. Tentu sebagai orang yang malas membaca sepertiku, tidak akan muncul orang-orang keren di benakku karena aku tidak tahu banyak biografi orang.

Berakhirlah aku sebagai orang yang mengidolakan ‘orang sekitar’. Ya teman sepermainan, ya teman sekolah atau kuliah, tetangga, atau tukang mie depan rumah. Hehe, bukan ding. Tapi ya itu, benar-benar orang yang berinteraksi denganku. Bisa jadi karena aku mudah terpesona, aku jadi mengidolakan mereka. Ditambah dengan urgensi memiliki idola. Hehe, padahal tidak ada yang memaksaku untuk punya ”daftar orang yang diidolakan”.

Pernah aku mengidolakan seorang teman, dan dikecewakan. Ternyata dia tidak sekeren itu. Dan aku pun berganti idola. Demikian seterusnya, aku berpindah-pindah orang.

Tiba-tiba saja, menyambung posting-an ku tepat sebelum ini, bahwa aku yang sedang ‘tertidur’ pulas layaknya singa masai ini (=tidak produktif, malas, dormant) merasa terusik dengan lingkungan di sekitar semak belukar (misalnya singa masai, kan). Tiba-tiba saja bertaburan orang-orang keren di sekitarku. Orang-orang inspiratif, produktif, efektif, berkualitas, bersemangat, dan berjiwa. Sifat yang akhir-akhir ini kucari, yang entah hilang ke mana.

Aku benar-benar sedang merasa harus mengidolakan mereka. Boleh kusebut nama? Mbak Ajeng, Dagdo, Saskia, Indri, Siska, Nira, Uci, Mbak Puji.. Untuk alasan yang berbeda-beda. Sangat berbeda, malah. Aku harus memaksa diriku merasa rendah di hadapan mereka, supaya aku bersemangat lagi, berjiwa lagi, produktif lagi, dan akhirnya berprestasi. Seperti mereka.

Kapan ya?




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